End or Beginning?

Today was a very bittersweet day for me. After 22 years of serving our nation my dad retired from the United States Air Force. His decision to retire came about very quickly and although I'm sure in the long run it will be the best choice, I still feel a little shaken up. It's like, my way of life, the only way I've ever lived is coming to a crashing halt. What does it mean to be a civilian? haha As silly as it all sounds, I will miss the military life very much. At other points in my life I would have cursed it, but looking back, all of the moving and obstacles were a blessing. With his retirement I feel like so many opportunities and windows are now closing, lost to me. I guess I will have to make my own opportunities now!

It was humbling to be a part of the retirement ceremony. I'm always amazed by what other people have to say about my dad in his work life. He seems like a big shot. Very much in charge and respected. His opinion and say matters. But I think the coolest thing was to see all these men in uniform willing and excited to help serve my dad on this monumental day. I think that says a lot about a leader, the way that people under that leader serve. Their service today was out of love and reverence and respect. There was a willingness, a selflessness, to make this the best possible day for my dad. I strive to be that kind of leader that inspires that kind of humbleness. And I recognize that I can only inspire humbleness if I myself am humble.

I will admit I shed a few tears today. Some out of sadness and fear for the future. Some from wonderful memories and opportunities I've been blessed with. But most out of pride and love for my dad and my country. What an amazing nation we live in! Never take for granted your liberty!

TOP 5:

*I wish I knew why my contacts aren't syncing correctly.

*I'm getting excited for camp next week and I'm so expectant of God doing AMAZING things in the lives of our youth and leaders!

*I wish I could catch up with Matt because we haven't had a lot of time lately BUT I know he's having a wonderful time with friends and Jesus and I'm happy he has that opportunity!

*I'm SUPER thirsty because my mom and I had popcorn.

*I should pick up my room.

PS: I VOTE BEGINNING.